Sitting here confusion is all I can seem to muster in the depths of my mind, nothing else, no memories, no other emotions, nothing. Theirs been so many things going on lately and often I find myself wondering, "am I doing the right thing?" I've tried for a while now to be just and righteous but all it seems to get me is a cruel slap in the face from reality. Yet somehow I continue to try to do whats "right" regardless of what kind of circumstances it drives me in. I'm confused about my choices in life, deeply confused, its as if I have already started to travel down the same path as my parents, something I do not want by any means. Always confused, always bitter and worst of all always alone. "To be young again" I hear this sputtered on nearly a daily basis but what is youth without adventure? without a sense of accomplishment? Am I but wasting away here....