Yep, It's that time.

[92civicb18b1]

So I've decided it's about time for me to book myself into an in-patient rehab/detox. I called a nice place last week requesting a bed.

They called back and told me they have an open bed today and I can check in tomorrow. BUT, I have to take my dad to the doctor tomorrow cause he broke his leg fallin down the stairs. I'm also supposed to take my grandfather to the doctor later this week.

Some will tell me, well take am oupatient progran, I can't, I'll definitely re-lapse.

So, that's that.

Discuss.....................

 

[Turbo&Auto]

Whats goin on with you bro?? Seems like this is a bad year for you!

What are you detoxin' from??

 

[Celerity]

Good luck man, I hope everything works out.

After rehab, if you need a change of pace for an extra week - you're welcome to crash at my place in CT. The house is totally clean of that shit.

 

[TurboMirage]

Whats goin on with you bro?? Seems like this is a bad year for you!

What are you detoxin' from??

women?

 

[Briansol]

just lock yourself in a room Trainspotting style.

 

[92civicb18b1]

Whats goin on with you bro?? Seems like this is a bad year for you!

What are you detoxin' from??

Bad, bad stuff, let's just say it started with pain killers and escalated into something so much worse..... and a lot of it.

I just can't afford it anymore, I do work with my pops again but I'm spending an easy 120-150 bucks a days on this shit, I end up coming home with like 20 bucks a day....before gas. I prepay for the ezpass or I would never make it through the tolls to get to work.

 

[92civicb18b1]

MAtter of fact, I think A&E has an intervention on it right now......

 

[Celerity]

Pills are my local economy in my town. The police sell it.

 

[reckedracing]

the horse eh?
well good luck getting clean
better you voluntarially go in than you are forced
smart choice

whats your parole officer say?

 

[INJEN78]

damn man,sorry to hear.but it IS better to volunteer than be forced..hopefully you get over that shit.pills are easy as hell to get right now,so i can see how it would be addicting.
but goodluck ro a fellow homo j/k

 

[nootrac22]

get yourself clean then get the fuck out of Jersey. I realise that location does not affect addiction, but once clean it is easier to stay that way if the shits not in your face all the time. Also you need to stop associating with people that use. Take the rehab, get the fuck out of dodge, find new friends, keep yourself busy.

 

[92civicb18b1]

I moved on from the pills, The big H is one hell of a drug.

I haven't told my PO yet, that's why I'm a little weary on going, I have about 3 months left. she doesn't drug test me but I can't miss a session cause I'm in an in-patient drug rehab program. The program I chose is a minimum 21 days.

I see my PO monthly so if I wait until I see her next time, I can probably pull it off without telling her, but she's understanding and will probably praise me for going into the program.

 

[dveit]

Good luck with everything man.

The first step is to realize that you have a problem, which you seem to have done even though it seems like you're more worried about how drugs are affecting you financially rather than physically & mentally.

Nonetheless, I agree with the others that it is a good choice that you're freely checking yourself in . Again, good luck bro!

 

[Turbo&Auto]

I went thru the pill mess. I was able to get Morphine pills WAY too easily and it became a serious problem. When I realized I was hooked and needed to stop it was too late!!! When I actually stopped it was like a heroin withdrawl. Passing out uncontrollably, sweating an insane amount while sleeping etc...

Best thing is friends that are sober! It really helps to not be around it or exposed to it AT ALL! Stopping smoking chronic they say is the worst because you can reason it out in your head to not be a bad thing. Oh its just weed, its natural....

But if your issue is what I think youre saying, you def need pro help! Stopping can kill you. Be careful man! I dont know you very well but if you want to chat or just escape NJ, hit me up

 

[92civicb18b1]

I quit smoking weed a while ago, that was easu.

I think I'm gonna have to reschedule this cause of my PO and I already have other engagemnts for this week and a couple court hearings later this month,

 

[Think]

If you were serious about it, you'd already be checked in.

 

[E_SolSi]

 

[efhondakid]

If you were serious about it, you'd already be checked in.

I think you missed the part where he had family mattersto take care of first.

Anyways GL Bryan.

 

[Turbo&Auto]

And he's on probation. He wants to do this without alerting them if possible. Although I agree with him that she would prolly be understanding and happy you went for help!

 

[92civicb18b1]

Trust me, I would be there if I could be already, I'm gonna try going cold turkey but I know I'll re-lapse and end up in Newark, but I have some other important things to do before I can go, I have everythig ready to go for when I finidh my plsnnrd engagements. I'm not flaking on this, I just can't.