Vent--Life, Love..confusion--Long-Pics added
So I had posted before that my Fiance and I had departed, which I am completely fine with, as it was my decision. I have the condo the dog all my stuff etc...
Well what i left out was that part of that whole situation was that I had met a girl who made me realize how unhappy I was. I wasn't cheating or anthing but after the EX moved out, me and this girl were hanging out ALL the time. going on 6 months now. We figured it was just going to be a fling etc....but In all honesty, I fell in love with this girl, and she did with me.
About a month ago she dropped a bomb on me, she was moving away, far away, across country. She left Sunday. It wasn't her fault she lives with her parents, it was there decision, her grandfather is sick. She is also from the west coast and she hated it here. She lived here for 5 years.
Here is where it gets complicated....We decided to be commited as there was talks of her going out there for awhile and doing what she had to do and possibly coming back. I know what your thinking....Trust me, I've broken up with girls for moving 45 minutes across state...thats how much I don;t do long distance relationships, i never have, never thought I would. But this girl is different, she makes me completely happy. I haven't found a reasonable flaw yet. I could pick out like 10 with my Ex in the first 3 months.
She's called me atleast twice a day so far. She tells me she loves me and misses me etc....
So here is another doosey.....If she comes back, she's not going to want to live here on the east coast. But thats ok with me, because I am willing to move for her. And it's not jusy her, it's for me as wel. I;ve never gone anywhere really, no real vacations, never been to Mexico or Cali or Europe or anyting like that. I;m boring and I feel I need to go out and experience some of the world, or at least other parts of the US.
So this is my life, hondaswap forum style.
So I had posted before that my Fiance and I had departed, which I am completely fine with, as it was my decision. I have the condo the dog all my stuff etc...
Well what i left out was that part of that whole situation was that I had met a girl who made me realize how unhappy I was. I wasn't cheating or anthing but after the EX moved out, me and this girl were hanging out ALL the time. going on 6 months now. We figured it was just going to be a fling etc....but In all honesty, I fell in love with this girl, and she did with me.
About a month ago she dropped a bomb on me, she was moving away, far away, across country. She left Sunday. It wasn't her fault she lives with her parents, it was there decision, her grandfather is sick. She is also from the west coast and she hated it here. She lived here for 5 years.
Here is where it gets complicated....We decided to be commited as there was talks of her going out there for awhile and doing what she had to do and possibly coming back. I know what your thinking....Trust me, I've broken up with girls for moving 45 minutes across state...thats how much I don;t do long distance relationships, i never have, never thought I would. But this girl is different, she makes me completely happy. I haven't found a reasonable flaw yet. I could pick out like 10 with my Ex in the first 3 months.
She's called me atleast twice a day so far. She tells me she loves me and misses me etc....
So here is another doosey.....If she comes back, she's not going to want to live here on the east coast. But thats ok with me, because I am willing to move for her. And it's not jusy her, it's for me as wel. I;ve never gone anywhere really, no real vacations, never been to Mexico or Cali or Europe or anyting like that. I;m boring and I feel I need to go out and experience some of the world, or at least other parts of the US.
So this is my life, hondaswap forum style.
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