shitty times!!! just a rant

[INJEN78]

I JUST PUKED MY FUCKING BRAINS OUT!!!
basically life lately hasnt been going soo good..as with alot of other ppl(taco especially)
the economy fucking blows,i dont have a job,i dont have a license therefore cannot get a job,have no damn money to get my car streetlegal..
shit at home is bad..everyone is in arguments all the time,
shit with the girl is going downhill(i know,you guys told me to get out)
all this shit is just piling up,im soo damn stressed all the time,i need to move the hell away!!!!

so economy is shit,i have no license,no job,stress at home,stress with ppl around me,

i dont know what to do anymore,i just wanna get real fucked up and go do stupid shit!!!

 

[Crx Kid22]

if i say anything will i be shot down?
life sucks but u cant give up cuz what doesnt kill you makes u stronger. my dads license is gone so i cant get mine because i need 100hrs on my permit. =/ also hes runnin on o6 tags and unemployed so hopefully knowing ur not the only one helps u feel better

 

[invisibledemon]

if you feel its time to move on, then move out and live your life.
your families problems dont have to be your problem.
your girl is especially disposable.

you are more than welcome to come give nashville a shot.
or fl, go to florida, relax on the beach, find some bullshit headshop to work at during vaca time.

go stay with steve. take advantage and sieze the moment, get out and start a new road with your life.

 

[double0Si]

that blows man. Not to downplay your situation but I think everyone's a little screwed right now. W/Taco, B, and myself included. A few months ago my company made the announcement on a tuesday they'd be closing there doors the following thursday. We had the option to end it then or help train our replacements in Chicago for a few more weeks of pay. I am from Ohio so though they payed for everything it was 3-400 miles from home. A few weeks of that crap later they offer me a job there with 3 days to decide whether I up and leave behind all my family and friends or go with the hope of finding a comparable job in columbus's fd up economy. From my profile you can see what I decided as hard as it was. I needed a car (camaro isnt finished) so I pick up the Si and a month later while still scraping the money together to pay the car off the motor blows. already broke I had to borrow more cash for a rental. Then as things are turning around (tax return time) the rental company screws me hard and slapped a 25 dollar a day fee for the second month I had the car (Si was home I was in Chi, no motor to be found). so $2100 later im barely getting by and lost about 10 pounds in a week a few different weeks) from not eating due to no cash and not sleeping due to all the stress I was goin through. Talk about a shitty few months. since then its been all downhill and heading towards an even worse depression than I already had. I have no idea what to do either. Sorry so long and threadjack-esque but we all need to rant sometimes. At least the blown motor led me here and gave me something to keep my mind off of my troubles while talking with a group of great people.

 

[INJEN78]

yea i feel you guys..it just seems like everyone is in a hard time lately..so i figured id share mine..im just fed the hell up with everything...to the point i wanna just kill someone,fuck it i guess...life goes on wether i like it or not

 

[BrutalB83]

So is there something that prevents you from having a license? Or you just haven't bothered to get one yet? Or you had one and it was taken away for some reason? Fill me in here...

EDIT: Hmmm, in retrospect, "fill me in" probably wasn't the best choice of words considering who I'm speaking to here...

 

[double0Si]

(cue violins)yea I can definetly relate. I joked back home of becoming the Chicago shanker, but after all this and this damn traffic (seriously it never ends) I often feel like just shanking a mofo. On top of all that other crap my mom was diagnosed with BC. though im glad to say they caught it very early and surgery followed by 5 days a week for fn 7 weeks of treatment it is gone.

 

[Briansol]

step 1) get your license.

all the rest is useless until you have this.... so do it. walk your ass to the dmv if you have to.

 

[INJEN78]

So is there something that prevents you from having a license? Or you just haven't bothered to get one yet? Or you had one and it was taken away for some reason? Fill me in here...

EDIT: Hmmm, in retrospect, "fill me in" probably wasn't the best choice of words considering who I'm speaking to here...

i was a big time fuckup when i was 16..me and my friends were stealing cars,stealing parts off cars,,and jacking company cars for the goods inside....my mom wouldnt allow me to get my license due to a "punishment" for all this..when i turned 18 i was a hardass and didnt feel the need to get one..now withing the past 10 mnths i decided i should get one,,but have to take a $125 class first(some new dumb law in CT)
so $125 for the class and like $100 for the license..so i just cut back on how often i drive.

it all comes down to my shitty past..had i not thought i was a gangbanger i would be all set right now

 

[INJEN78]

step 1) get your license.

all the rest is useless until you have this.... so do it. walk your ass to the dmv if you have to.

i live in colchester..walking is not an option..closest dmv to me is a 25 minute drive...and refer to my last post

 

[BrutalB83]

I see. Well, at some point you'll probably just have to suck it up and shell out. Sometimes you gotta spend a little money to make money. This situation isn't likely to get better on it's own. Like B said, a lot of this starts with the license. Get that and then you can start down the path you want to be on....

 

[blackdahlia6]

sell ur car and buy some acid and hitch hike around the states if ur that stressed.
if not, then go party and blow shit up and do what you gotta do to get by like the rest of us

 

[double0Si]

all I know is that these days it sho is hard out here for a
you gotta keep on keepin on. Lifes a garden, dig it!

 

[invisibledemon]

sell ur car and buy some acid and hitch hike around the states if ur that stressed.
if not, then go party and blow shit up and do what you gotta do to get by like the rest of us

are you fucking serious?
really?
wow.

 

[double0Si]

wow that slipped by me. Is he really still a member?! I figured he'd have been gone one way or another by now.

 

[kriz]

fuck it i guess...life goes on wether i like it or not

You got it bro, that's the only real way to look at it imo. I'm going through a lot of shit too (What? a 17 year old having problems? Get the fuck out!) but hey, life goes on with or without you and I'm sure as hell not staying behind.

 

[khan]

I know the military isn't for everyone but it helped straighten my ass out when life was in the shitter.

 

[totalburnout]

i live in colchester..walking is not an option..closest dmv to me is a 25 minute drive...and refer to my last post

How close is B? How close is another Hondaswapper?

Don't make an excuse. Find someone to take you. Find a way to scratch together the cash, whether its through a cash advance on a credit card, a personal loan from a friend, dipping into savings, etc.

Get the license.

Go get a job. You will have paid off that $225 in the first week.

You have to want to help yourself.

 

[INJEN78]

i do wanna help myself and i am getting the money together..slowly but surely..ive been doing work on my grandfathers cars and hes going to pay for the class for me..
its just a slow process...i just wish i could go back in time and change the course in which my life went,

 

[invisibledemon]

too late for that, you're on the course that you set a long time ago, but its never too late to cross the median and start down a new road.
accepting that you were a fuck up, and wanting to change that shows a lot about your character, its the biggest step most people cant make, but that makes it easier for you to see where you want to be in life.
now you know, its just a slow process of getting there.

gotta learn from your mistakes, you seem to be doing that. most people dont, they choose to live as if they made no mistakes and its the fault of everybody else that they are who they are.

you made the biggest step, just gotta keep working to dig yourself out of that hole.