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So yesterday I had the "pleasure"--for lack of a better term--to abort my child. I really didn't want to do it, but at the same time, I think it was the better choice. The girl involved was wishy-washy in what she wanted, not only in this decision, but also in her life. She's a high school drop out, young, and doesn't really have much going for her besides her family. I, on the other hand, am not getting any younger, and couldn't have been more excited when I found out she was pregnant.
Part of me is wondering what it would have been like--I would have liked to have known what my child would have been, what it would have liked to do, and everything else a parent wishes for their children. Granted this is the first time that I have impregnated a girl, but it's still hard none-the-less...
Emotionally, I keep going back and forth. One minute I am relieved this whole thing is over, but at the same time, I really want a child. I have remained indifferent on the whole Pro-Life/Pro-Choice standpoint, but it was because I never had to experience it. Now I am even more confused about what I want, or how I really feel about it.
I can't stop listening to that song by Kenney Chesney, "Who You'd Be Today". Something about that song hits me hard...
I don't know...I'm just going to stop talking. I don't even know what I am saying anymore...
Part of me is wondering what it would have been like--I would have liked to have known what my child would have been, what it would have liked to do, and everything else a parent wishes for their children. Granted this is the first time that I have impregnated a girl, but it's still hard none-the-less...
Emotionally, I keep going back and forth. One minute I am relieved this whole thing is over, but at the same time, I really want a child. I have remained indifferent on the whole Pro-Life/Pro-Choice standpoint, but it was because I never had to experience it. Now I am even more confused about what I want, or how I really feel about it.
I can't stop listening to that song by Kenney Chesney, "Who You'd Be Today". Something about that song hits me hard...
I don't know...I'm just going to stop talking. I don't even know what I am saying anymore...