92civicb18b1

Well I'm back in Jersey....


I went to detox, relapsed the day I left.... moved to Florida, then moved back to NJ cause I figured my PO wouldn't like me being 1800 miles away. I went to rehab, left cause there was too much spiritual bullshit involved and have touched that shit since 2 days after I relapsed after detox.

Regardless, I'm fucked, during my probation sentence, I was charged with two 2nd degree felonies on top of what is to be a violation of the 3rd degree felony I'm on probation for. Everyone swears I'm not going to prison but it's just hard to not believe it after all that and I'm not wasting another 20k on a lawyer.

Reading up, if I just accept what the prosecutor/judge throw at me, I'd be looking at a 3-5 for the 3 felonies, all consecutive so I'd do 18 months, get out, probably violate parole and finish the other 18 months back in prison.

I checked myself in with a phyciatrist and was diagnosed with extreme bi-polar/ manic depression and they want to put me on some ridiculous dosage of lithium.

Some stupid bitch slammed into the drive side of my Civic on Monday and pushed me into a curb. We exchanged insurance info, cause I can't deal with police in NJ, due to felony warrants out of multiple jurisdictions.... she tried to file a hit and run. I finally decided to just walk into the police station like nothing was wrong... since I have a NYS driver's license now, gave him all her info and walked out. Her insurance company came and looked at the car, told me nothing and went on his way. I have no intention of having to pay my deductible to get this car fixed, if it's going through my insurance, it's going off of a cliff first so it's totaled.

I asked my PO if I could move to NY, she told me absolutely not and she wants me to quit my job in NY, cause she doesn't like me leaving state. She says I'm an extreme flight risk after speaking with my PO from years ago... (when I moved to CO). I never told her I went to Florida either, what she doesn't know.... won't hurt me.....

I have two months left of probation and I refuse to be convicted of any of my new charges before I sign my release for my current probation. Newark Police will not come get me unless I'm in that particular precints jurisdiction. The other one, well, I just won't have anymore run ins with 5-0 until the end of Sept.

And that's that.

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INJEN78

damn,,glad your back,,but goodluck with the whole court shit...

Celerity

Jesus man. I don't know what to say.

Relapse the day out of rehab ? What were you in for ? I suppose it's more than pot and some pills ?

Is there a monastery you can join or something ?

reckedracing

I was just wondering the other day...

Glad you're getting clean, just keep it up and handle all this shit. Time to move on.

B

you need to be a witness to some mob hit or something and go into a witness prtection program... start over with a new life/name/forget everything you've ever known behind.

totalburnout

Many people, without having personally met you before, have painted this picture for you long before your life came to this conclusion.

I've said things in the past not to be a narrow minded punk but rather for your benefit and in hopes of solid advice not falling on deaf ears. If you would have listened and if you would start listening, you would have heard the calls of help.

Its not the state of New Jersey nor any other force other than yourself. The responsibility falls on your shoulders. When you're finally willing and able to accept this responsibility, you'll live a much more enjoyable life. Its not too late to change courses and head down a new path.

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civicious

Glad you're still alive, bro...sucks that shit's going sour for you though. I hope everything works out for ya

Luis998

I'm glad to see that you're around and back. I have faith you can get your life back together for the best. Good luck bro.

dacheat

i missed your posts, i'm glad you're not OD'd too. stay clean and gtf off of the copdar.

SlushboxTeggy

If you don't mind me asking, what are the new charges? All drug related?

Calesta

Ouch. Stay out of the slammer man.

E_SolSi

nootrac22

damn that sucks. you obviously need some professional help. please get it. this is more then you can handle on your own.

Jeef

You need to get the help you need, then keep it clean. Look at where this is getting you. You're still young enough to make the change you need in your life.

dveit

I hope they lock your ass up and maybe then you'll have some time to think about your stupid decisions.

formby

at least you wont be worrying about getting laid or getting anyone pregnant or the cops harassing you.

but in all seriousness get your shit right man. GL

Jeef

He's a trisexual, so he will probably be getting laid in jail.

reckedracing

thats why he doesn't need to worry about getting laid...
lol

E_SolSi

im with dviet on this one

youve had numerous chances to get your shit right, and you just keep fucking up over and over and over

maybe this is the best thing for you

as long as you actually keep your ass away from the fucking drugs while youre in there

SlushboxTeggy

NJ pen isn't always stand in a line, get rehabilitated, and come out a better person.

A kid I knew but no longer associate with went in on a simple assault charge (had something to do with a fight about his ex). He came out a gang banging, crack dealing Crip who has been back in for assault, distribution, etc., etc.

E_SolSi

oh i know the prison system is a shit hole and more often than not a place where criminals learn more extravagant crimes... but he obviously isn't doing shit about making some type of forward progress when left to his own freedoms on the street
i mean for fuck sake he is on probation, and is still fucking off getting felony arrest charges and getting himself all fucked up and addicted to meth, heroin, and who the fuck knows what else... i wouldn't exactly say he is acting as if he is even remotely willing to straighten his shit out right now
the problem here is, he has no self control... and regardless of what he says he wants, his actions show no signs of him wanting to get his life in order.. until he learns some self control, this story will keep replaying over and fucking over, until we stop hearing from him because he is in jail or dead... if he doesn't end up in jail and he doesn't make a drastic change really fucking soon he will be overdosed or dead from some other drug related something or other within a year

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SlushboxTeggy

I agree but straight prison is probably not the best bet. While they are severely lacking in being wide-spread, there are other options out there, even through the penal system, that may fit his situation better. It sounds like he needs a rehab type situation that he can't check himself out of. While prison sounds exactly like that, heroin withdrawal can kill you if not handled right. A prison will do one of two things, 1)do nothing and possibly let him die, 2)give him something for the pain which may start something else entirely.

E_SolSi

abso-fucking-lutely

indeed

some type of court appointed locked the fuck down rehab sounds like it would be ideal

either way it seems at this point it needs to be taken out of his hands... he has proven he cant handle it himself

dacheat

there's this one place with pink jumpers in az....

95b16coupe

is brian trolling from prison?

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