Okay, I've got a moral dilemma......
I've got this group of friends that I've been hangin around since I was a little kid. They're like family to me.
That doesn't really have anything to do with this problem but it gives a little background.
Here's the deal...
One of my friends(girl) in this group has a friend(girl) who hangs out with us every once in a while. I've known this girl for about a year now and have had a mad crush on her ever since I first met her. She's perfect in my book, and I'm the pickiest bastard ever when it comes to women. Anyways, when I first met her, she had a boyfriend. Soon thereafter, they got engaged and now they're married. (sucks for me!!!!!) Well, despite this, she knows that I like her ALOT, and every time we're around eachother, there is a huge amount of sexual tension between us. I know she digs me, but I've been good and haven't acted on my feelings other than the usual innocent flirting.
Well, here comes the twist. The other day we're drivin home from the bars and She reaches over, grabs my hand and puts it down her pants. Well, I have a lot of will power, but not that much. So I "played" along, to put it lightly.
Then she reaches over again and starts giving me a hand job. Needless to say, I'm in heaven at this point.
That's as far as it progressed, because we were in the backseat of my friends car and we were gettin close to my house, so we wrapped it up before we were discovered by my friends. Nobody else had or has the slightest clue of what went on. We've talked since and we've agreed to keep it our little secret. And since I don't know any of you, I guess I'm technically keepin the deal.
So I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place!
On one hand, I know this is wrong and I know if I put myself in her husbands shoes, I'd fukin rage if I ever found out.
On the other hand, I got a piece from my dream girl and now I definately know she has the same lust for me as I do for her.
Do I be good and refrain from any further action, or do I finish what we started and keep it a secret?
I can't go to any of my friends because of my promise to keep it a secret. So lend me some advice ya'll.
Thanks
I've got this group of friends that I've been hangin around since I was a little kid. They're like family to me.
That doesn't really have anything to do with this problem but it gives a little background.
Here's the deal...
One of my friends(girl) in this group has a friend(girl) who hangs out with us every once in a while. I've known this girl for about a year now and have had a mad crush on her ever since I first met her. She's perfect in my book, and I'm the pickiest bastard ever when it comes to women. Anyways, when I first met her, she had a boyfriend. Soon thereafter, they got engaged and now they're married. (sucks for me!!!!!) Well, despite this, she knows that I like her ALOT, and every time we're around eachother, there is a huge amount of sexual tension between us. I know she digs me, but I've been good and haven't acted on my feelings other than the usual innocent flirting.
Well, here comes the twist. The other day we're drivin home from the bars and She reaches over, grabs my hand and puts it down her pants. Well, I have a lot of will power, but not that much. So I "played" along, to put it lightly.
Then she reaches over again and starts giving me a hand job. Needless to say, I'm in heaven at this point.
That's as far as it progressed, because we were in the backseat of my friends car and we were gettin close to my house, so we wrapped it up before we were discovered by my friends. Nobody else had or has the slightest clue of what went on. We've talked since and we've agreed to keep it our little secret. And since I don't know any of you, I guess I'm technically keepin the deal.
So I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place!
On one hand, I know this is wrong and I know if I put myself in her husbands shoes, I'd fukin rage if I ever found out.
On the other hand, I got a piece from my dream girl and now I definately know she has the same lust for me as I do for her.
Do I be good and refrain from any further action, or do I finish what we started and keep it a secret?
I can't go to any of my friends because of my promise to keep it a secret. So lend me some advice ya'll.
Thanks