Hey, im not one to post personal things, but i just need to get this out. Also, most of you (like all but ji) dont know me, so i dont expect anything, again, i just wanted to get it out. Okay, i had a girlfriend of two years. We broke up, bad breakup, about a year ago. i saw her today in town doin a carwash for her school (she lives in the town two over from me, so i never see her around). So i pulled in to see whats up. This is how the conversation goes.. Me: Hey Her: omg its sean, what you doin? Me: just drivin around, saw your little car wash so i thought id stop in. Her: yeah we are raising money for a trip to nyc for western civ class. but i really gotta get back. me: How bout you call me later? Her: Well im going to erics. Me: didnt mean today, whenever. Her: oh. Well, im pretty busy with reading and stuff, so maybe. well the whole time we were kinda talking, she was lookin away, turning her head. it seems that 30 fuckin seconds out of your lil day is too much to talk to someone you havent seen or heard from in almost a year. I was trying to be the nice guy and be civil, see if we could be friends. But its too much of a fuckin effort to fuckin try and talk to me. Its not like im tryin to go out with her, i just wanted to see what she has been doin. Shit fuckin pisses me off, dont seem all surprised and shit to see me then fuckin not even give me the time of fuckin day to hear what i have to say. I guess its too much for someone to reconcile with a past friend. fuck it im pissed.....maybe ill go grab a beer...or 20. fuck. fuck.