Words disappear... being cheated on never does. He will never be able to get the image of that other guy out of his head. No amount of alcohol or pot will ever erase it.
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Thats almost the hardest part of it all. I literally had to tell myself to fuck off a few times since this happened. I cant get it out of my head.
Lets put it this way..........
I hate her enough to make her pay long and hard for what she did....I want her to hurt so bad that she want's to end herself.....I want her to realize what she did to me, and the fact that I caught her.........I want her to feel at least half the amount of Pain I did.........
But at the same time, I love her to much to let it all go........
because I personally think that after she did that was when our real relationship started....as I said, if she wanted someone else, she had almost two years to make it happen.....she's still here....admits her mistakes, and still wants to be with me...and still loves me. I dunno guys.......if thats not being faithfull, then I dunno what is.
As I said before, the hardest thing will be to get these fucking terrible images of the two of them together outta my head....THIS alone will be the hardest part.
Balls.