my mom has neck cancer. we found out about 2 weeks ago and today as we speak she's under the knife. the cancer is concentrated on her right part of the tongue but has spread to her lymph nodes in her neck. i dropped her off @ 6am and i am going back at 2. my wife is on her way now to be there in case of anything. i am so sad. my mom is my dad, brother, sister, aunt, uncle, she is everything to me. i've tried to be strong in front of her. but i'm dying inside. after i dropped her off i had to stop the car because i coudnt drive. the thought of something going wrong keeps going through my head and the tears just start flowing. i have never in my life felt this way. i dont like it, i feel like some one is sucking the life out of me slowly. ohh man.... what a test of character this is. i cant type anymore.