you're right I don't get how I'm being a hypcrite.
Because I smoked with him? That makes me stupid or idiotic.
Put it like this, if someone is going to give you $30, but they have to be annoying for 5 minutes, would you take the 30 and put up with it for 5 minutes, or would you walk away? You'd be guarenteed to get the 30 bucks but you have to sit/stand and put up with the annoying person, and just like any other situation things, anything could happen you could be sitting there and a drunk driver decides he thinks his truck would look nice parked where you're sitting.
Obviously this was an unexpected consiquence. I would have drove away if I knew he was gonna drive a fucking lawnmower into my car.
You people must have morbid, boring, revolving around the stereotypical "normal" person mentalities because some of you have no desire to actually live your life, or you say you already have. If there's three roads, I'm gonna take them all at one point unless I know it's completely headed for failure, even if it ends up taking me where I don't want to go, I'm only going live once. I'm still doing fine, I'll have my ups and downs and I return to that happy medium..