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Life rant

Discussion in 'Members' Lounge' started by Taco15, May 4, 2009.

  1. Taco15

    Taco15 I wear stretchy pants VIP

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    my chest hurts right now i need to vent.:mad:

    I recieved a letter from INS stating they want an extension or something. either way its getting closer and doesnt look good.

    My little black wanna be sister just got knocked up by some homeless looking black guy with dreads,jobless,lives with his cousins and had no plans of telling his parents. ohh he's 23 and my sister turned 18 in february. way to go sis. you just disgraced the family once again. She is now just like her friends we warned her about. they are both dirty looking,fat and have kids with only 'baby daddys' and no marriage or education....fuck, no sign they will ever be anything but a walking useless being using up tax payer money.

    I just got chewed up for something stupid at work. Our company sold one of our crappy property to the VOA and i got stuck managing it. I went and did inspection walks and turned them in my stuff. They said they didnt need it and i can keep it for my records. I dont have any records since i gave it all to them. Now i'm getting yelled at because i'm not abandoning MY property to take car of these retards with move-outs. they have no reasont to do it but wants me to go and waste my time anyway. I got yelled at by MY supervisor and the VOA. AND i'm dealing with personal issues at the same time.

    I almost fucked my marriage because i cant keep my freaking hormones under control. i'm only saying this now because i'm pissed but i was emailing some CL ads that were fake and just kind of responding what they either wanted or what i was feeling like at the time. Its retarded i know but i get a little deeper than that. Either way i would respond, get a reply to sign up to some bs site and then i would delete. I should have just spoken to the wife about my feeling and have her help me in dealing with this issue. long story short, she found an email that I wrote. its was one of the detailed ones.:mellow: Of course she gets scared and imediatly thinks i'm looking for some strange pussy. It was extremely embarassing at the time because i didnt want it to seem like i was one of those chronic cheaters who cant keep in his pants. It wasnt not bad but still bad enought to lose my wife's trust.:(

    this is what i did instead of talking about it....


    ahh fuck my life:mad::mad::mad::mad:
     
  2. Taco15

    Taco15 I wear stretchy pants VIP

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    i talked it over with mrs taco and we are both working it out. Mostly her coming up with a system to talk to each other when we cant do it face to face.
     
  3. Drake

    Drake Well-Known Member VIP

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    Maybe you guys could hang a dry erase board up some place for each of you to write on.

    Im sorry to hear about all of that Taco and I am really not sure what to say other than wishing you and Mrs. Taco the best of luck.
     
  4. AHHVTEC

    AHHVTEC Well-Known Member VIP

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    agreed ^^, and before any noobs chime in and say how can you do that to the fine mrs taco. there are tons of stuff we dont know and will never know, so dont go judging
     
  5. Briansol

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    as they say, the grass is ALWAYS greener.... but it takes a lot of fertilizer and time and effort for you to have the greenest lawn. The same goes for your wife. the more time you give her, the less you will want of anyone else.

    @sister, PHDTS or have her get rid of it. you know she can't afford it. And while i'm not paying for her at the moment, i'm sure i will in the future. lol as i always say, can't afford it? abort it!

    @INS, THEY CAN'T KEEP YOU OUT! fight to the bitter end bro. you deserve to be here more than most americans do.
     
  6. invisibledemon

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    you could always kill people?
    lol, jk. (maybe)

    good luck. you already seem to have it figured out, hardest part is action.
     
  7. dacheat

    dacheat ..is grounded.

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    it'll be okay, tacos (that's mr, and mrs!)
     
  8. Briansol

    Briansol Admins Admin VIP

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    lol

    you should make a new one...

    "if life hands you a lb of ground beef and some seasoning, make some tacos "

    lol
     
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  10. BigJ

    BigJ I'm just about that action Boss. VIP

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    :lmao: Ground beef! :lmao:
     
  11. INJEN78

    INJEN78 HS LEGEND

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    goodluck taco..
     
  12. phyregod

    phyregod !!YTINASNI

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    I'd call you an iddiot, but I also went through some messed up shit too. (wife/relationship wise) I suppose we all do. One of the things I learned through it all is, always be honest with your spouse.. Tell them what you are thinking and how you feel, and no joke, "The truth shall set you free". I was open and honest and holy shit did I find out some amazing things. Life has been good ever since.

    Anyway, When life hands you lemons, shove them up life's ass. Take control of things. Fight for the things you want.
     
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    :)
     
  14. dacheat

    dacheat ..is grounded.

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    those are both better things to do with lemons than lemonade.

    :shrug:

    i guess i'll settle for :popcorn: and tacos. :D
     
  15. Trinity

    Trinity <font color=#FF909B><b>I go back like Aqua Net.</b

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    i have to agree with the sister comment and abortion. kids really have no role models in life these days.

    on your marriage....... dude always just talk. honestly when you just go into your zone and do what you wanna do and not talk about what is going on or how to fix it shit just gets so much worse. i delt with that before and its so damn hurtful to the point it still hurts. i don't know what you are going thru and as a female i won't be like " wtf guys are fucking dogs" cause even females go thru it as well but you ALWAYS have to communicate in your relationship. its so key in making something last or you just grow distant between each other. communication is gonna be so damn vital too when or if you guys are apart for a certain length of time. i wish you the best of luck in that aspect and hope it all works out for the best.

    on the ins shit...... keep fighting.it sucks when we let so many people in here on work visas that take and take from our economy and don't give back and then leave after a few years and here we have someone who wants to stay and we are like FU.
     
  16. Taco15

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    thanks guys.

    me and mrs taco are doing much better. Its nice that i spilled my guts to her because even though what i said didnt make me gain her trust back. Its not only helped her better understand what goes in my head but i actually helped me control my hormones. I dont think of any thriller fantasies or anything. I thinks it has to do with stress at work too but for the most part i feel really good knowing i CAN really talk to her or write it in a book so she can read later. It might be nothing to some of you. it usually stays in your head. but when you start emailing just to get those fantasies out oin the open air....its just asking for trouble. I dont have sick shit or anything. just the usual things some of us guys think of. sex at the office type shit.

    As far as work. it got better. its not over since i have so much crap to catch up on. I have a manager's meeting that's gonna take up most of my day so that wont help:(

    B: i would like nothing more than to have my sis abort. some crazy BS happened to her in the past with an older cousin we though we could trust. long story short he took her to get an abortion for HIS baby. this is different. SHE fucked up and she's going to deal with it. She always thought she was grown up....well have fun!thats right. he fled to mexico and we got that fucker in jail. they went and hunted him like a dog and brought him back. I hope he's getting ass fucked as we speak. :mad:

    as far as INS, once again just wait. I dont wanna go back like this. Its bad over there. too much drug trafficking,kidnapping and killing. i just found out my mother cousing are kidnapped and havent heard a word since last thursday.

    guys its bad:(
     
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    keep moving forward taco..if they send ya back then you will have a welcoming commity here...you know we love ya..
     
  19. Taco15

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    i'm so pissed right now...work has got me pissed and my chest hurting again..... fuck!

    they want me to do 1 weeks worht of work by tomorrow morning. they just told me 1hour ago. what makes it worse is that i have to drag my maintenance guy and possibly more from other properties to this shithole that we dont even own anymore! AND THEY WANT IT ALL at our expense!
     
  20. phyregod

    phyregod !!YTINASNI

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    You need pot.

    But seriously, just piidb and get over your sexual crap.

    Pull whatever man power you can together and bang out whatever shit you have to. Things like that are temporary and the harder you work the faster they go away. So get to it!
     
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