well, I spent all winter busting my ass off and saving up all of my money to finally get my NY drivers licence back. I paid the DMV and various towns a total of $3500. This is what the DMV told me to do. They said if I paid off all of my back tickets I could re apply and I would probobally get it back. Well as soon as I sent my letter to albany they sent me one right back saying that I have had way to many tickets (somewhere between 40-50) 10 operating without a licence and 1 unauthorized speed contest (running from th police) that I will not be able to reapply untill september of 2006! And then I am only sending in an application and they dont nessesarily have to give me my licince at all. Every application costs a non refundable 50 money order that goes right in uncle sams pocket. Basically Im fucked! I cant live my life like this anymore I have to drive. I need to go to work, school, and ocassionally the grocery store for food. Every time I get in my car I shit myself. If I see a cop I start trembeling. I have 10 auo's(aggrivated unlicenced operation) and in NY if you get 11 its mandatory jail time and a first degree felony! That means next time I get pulled over Im dead. I dont understand... I didnt kill anybody, Im just driving my car... that I paid for... legally. Why do I have to go to jail. I have been told by a friend that if I move out of state and apply for a licence like I have never owned one before in NY I can live there with a clean slate. I can start all over again. The lady at the dmv said that NY will track me down like an animal no matter what state or even country I live in. Is this true? Is this the end for me? Do I have to live the rest of my life like a wanted felon running from NY until I die because I drove to fast. HELP ME!