Bought a pack for the first time since like May. I've been chain smoking since 3am. Explanation: Me and the ex have been talking and progressing back to a relationship since school started. For those of you who don't know we started dating fall 05. I broke it off in winter of 06. I was having a bad couple of months and my head wasn't in the right place. I regretted that decision every day since then and have been trying to reconcile since. Finally 2 days ago she breaks down and says she wants to be with me and this, that, and whatever. Well she had plans to go to a date party with another kid tonight so I figure, whatever, nothing is going to happen, she's with me now. I COULDN'T HAVE BEEN MORE WRONG. I'm not getting into detail but I want nothing to do with her and I have an extra ordinary ass beating to hand out. The part that makes me laugh is that when this kid heard she asked me to come over to her house to talk to her, he booked. This is after he claimed he has wanted to be with her forever, blah blah blah. And I'm sure he knows the beating is still coming. I'm just so pissed that i have wasted about 2 years of my life on this girl. I did actually laugh in her face before I left. She said something to the effect of, "I'm just so confused, I don't know if I want him or you..." I answered with, "Well I hope you realize you wanted him because I want nothing to do with you... And make sure you ask him how my fucking dick tasted." Fuck it all, even more money to swap the tranny and build the teg.