So some of you know, others don't, I dated a girl from Dec.05' to Dec 06'. First love and all that bullshit. Well obviously we have been off and on with each other pretty much since then and were actually dating this winter until my birthday in January. Well after we broke up this time we realized that it just wouldn't work but having known each other for nearly 3 years intimately we wanted to try the friend thing rather than just throw it out. That worked for awhile. Then of course we went to the friends with benefits. But we promised each other it wouldn't go any further. Then we had a falling out during her sorority's formal, I won't go into detail. And I was only there in the first place because we were friends, her date bailed last minute, and I was "guaranteed ass" as she put it. Well her organization and mine did Greek Week together and she felt the need to make my life a living hell. By the end of the week at our business meeting, my fraternity banned her from our house. I wasn't even at the meeting so obviously it was not my doing but hers that she got banned. So a week or so of no contact and there is a knock on our door. It's another fraternity, wasted, coming to fight us. Myself and a friend call their President, explain the situation and he gets his drunk brothers off my porch. Well that's about when the bar let out. A few minutes go by and my ex and a kid from another fraternity come walking up to my house to "see what happened with the other fraternity". Neither of these people are welcome in our house and couldn't really think coming there was a good idea. This kid had tried to jump one of our brothers for hooking up with his ex. I exchange some words with this kid, he responds with a hard right and we tussle. I talked about this in another thread. Finally our friends break it up when it started getting dangerous and we both walk away, neither really getting anything out of it. At this point, I have a hatred for this girl. She knew exactly what would happen that night and used this kid to try and beat me up. But whatever, the ex and I had already given each other back our stuff and I was ready to go on my way. Tonight I get an IM saying she "found" 3 pairs of shorts and a pair of pants. Her room is tiny, nothing gets lost, she had this stuff in case she wanted to make contact again. So she tells me this, I say fine drop them off when you have a chance and she again starts pushing buttons. I was fine but the last thing she told me I cant shake... exactly what I believe she intended for. Let me set it straight, I want nothing to do with this girl. I don't want her as a friend or even someone I'm civil with. So saying that, WHY THE FUCK can't I shake this? Its 2 am and I can't fall asleep. I can't think about anything else. WHAT THE FUCK? I'm really just venting but if someone can give me insight to this it would be greatly appreciated. CLIFFNOTES Ex said something tonight that blew my brain apart and now I can't fall asleep.