ok long sorry short i was engadged for about 2 years to this girl we broke up two months ago and have not spoken since today i emailed her to tell her how things were going with me and i have always known her password to her email so i wanted to make sure she got it because she tends to block email and i told myself that i was not going to snoop but i had to i guess she has a new b/f it was like all the healing that i have done in the past two months just went right out the window i am shaking right now i am so sad sorry just had to vent