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Originally posted by civicious@Jul 13 2005, 05:34 PM
***WORK WARNING***
http://www.newsfilter.org/user_submit/uplo...utter0-2285.wmv
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Originally posted by civicious@Jul 13 2005, 07:33 PM
Kinda made me sick when I watched it...
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Originally posted by civicious@Jul 13 2005, 06:33 PM
Kinda made me sick when I watched it...
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Originally posted by E_SolSi+Jul 13 2005, 06:36 PM-->civicious@Jul 13 2005, 07:33 PM
Kinda made me sick when I watched it...
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but probly not for the same reasons
i use to cut from about 11-17
brought back a lot of bad memories
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Originally posted by B16RacerN2NR
You don't have to answer if you don't want to E, but what exactly do people get out of cutting themselves? What did you get out of it? I know a lot of people have this problem but I don't see how or why it starts? I don't what to stir shit up for you again so if you don't want to answer, don't.
Originally posted by E_SolSi@Jul 14 2005, 02:09 AM
i dont really know why i started cutting myself
i was going through a lot of pain, anger, and confusion at the time, and i just felt completly overwhelmed by it all
i could never really talk to other people about how i was feeling, what i was going through, or anything like that... im still not really good at it
one night i was sitting in my room and had a razor blade in my hand and i started cutting my upper arms
feeling the pain and seeing the blood actually made me feel better... i guess it took the focus off of everything i was feeling inside and focused it on something i could see, understand, and control
i hid it from everyone around me the entire time... i didnt want to hear people tell me i was crazy, i didnt want to push away the few people that i did have close to me
i didnt know that this was common... i didnt think anyone did this to themselves (estimates are that about 1% of americans injure themselves in some form, most are cutters)
i started doing a lot of writing and drawing... the cutting slowed and eventually stopped... i found another way to get my feelings out
i do still think about it from time to time though
if you have any questions feel free to ask... ill do my best to answer... there are also a few very good recourses on the internet (there are a lot of shitty ones)
heres a pretty good site
http://www.palace.net/~llama/psych/injury.html
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