well, here's the final word.
her s/n xxx'd out to protect the inoocent or something
xxx: I don't want to go down the road of bad communication... personally I don't want to cheese it out by talking via instant message, but it honestly didn't feel right between you and I... Im sorry to have wasted some of your efforts... but you deserve more than I could provide you... don't want to ruin you... you're a very nice guy
xxx: we could go down the road of friends... but sometimes that's cheesy to when the other end is hoping for more
pissedoffsol: I wasn't hoping for anything. I went in hoping for nothing and expecting nothing. Why? because you never know. I just wanted an honest chance.
to be quite honest- if we never went to that party and just went out me and you, I bet you would feel differently
pissedoffsol: but I can't nor will I try to change your mind. It's your decision, and frankly its your loss. I would have given you the world... but I guess you don't want it
xxx: wow... way to make my tail go between my legs
pissedoffsol: :-\ thats not my point or intention. point is- you told me the first night we talked on the phone- but you probably forgot this part too - that you wanted someone to take care of you and who wasn't like everyone else. you also mentioned someone like your dad... I never met him, so i can't say anything to that extent. but judging by the group we were with on sat, i'm nothing like them- I'm something different- something you said you wanted... and you're not even giving it a chance
xxx: that was probably not a good place to bring someone I just met (and I hope there is someone around who'll shoot me if I EVER even think of dating one of those guys) I hate this part of dating... but honestly... I'm picky, and I don't know how else to put it to you, but I haven't had a BF in a while for a reason
pissedoffsol: tell me straight up - what about me didn't you like.
pissedoffsol: be honest- don't worry about trying to offend me. I just want to know
xxx: It's not something I din't like... man, this is an unfair question... hang on though.... trying to do a million things at once (work related)
xxx: didn't... din't?
pissedoffsol: sorry.. got disconnected
xxx: as much as you want to hear it.... I can't... don't think there's anything wrong though
pissedoffsol: then what is it? I dont get it
pissedoffsol: I guess I never will
Well, it was fun. I had a good time sat night. thanks anyway I guess :-\
Auto response from xxx: I'm O.T.L... You're S.O.L.
yeah, she kinda just put an away message up on me
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