Hey guys, thank you very much for your kind words and concern.
E, thank you as always for having one of the best sense of humors around and making me laugh at a time when I did not think it was possible to do so.
Unfortunately I just got off the phone with the insurance company. They said that they are going to total the car. Guys, I don't care if this sounds gay but I swear I want to cry right now. I have been through so MUCH with this car it's not even funny. I've had had it since '97 when I bought it. This car is the foundation, the reason why I got into Honda's. It is the reason why I had a dream over ten years ago that I am now beginning to realize. I feel like throwing up right now. They said that they would of course compensate me for it but I doubt it will be much at all. I believe the lady said I may get 1,700 out of it which to me, that car is priceless. I am sure most of you could agree that you can't put a price tag on your cars and something you love. Well, this is my something that I loved dearly. I thank God no one was hurt and at the same time can't believe I am losing it.
Yes it is only a material thing but it was my material thing. I don't own much and as far as money goes do not have much of that either, but my car really made me happy and now it is gone. I know that I will move on and overcome everything in time but the transition is going to be very hard for me. You guys have always been great and shown support and I hope that with that help as well I will be able to move on a lot easier. *sigh* I am so down right now. There have been so many things that I have gone through the past week, all of which were not good and the exclamation point came now with the end of my car. On that note, I am off to work.
One last thing, I pray that no one ever has to go through what I have gone through, be it over the past week, month or year. As far as my car goes, it was a tough car. It was stolen once, in two accidents and broken into three times. People always told me to get rid of it because I had so many problems with it.. That's like telling someone to get rid of their problem child. This was my problem child and I loved it very much. Yes it is once again a material thing, but it was mine after all. Take care all.