Wow I'm just going to rant like a little bitch right now because it'll make me feel good for two seconds.
Life fucking sucks.
I get up,shower, and make a healthy breakfast that I try to jam down my throat as fast as I can so I'm not late to school. I get to class and its just a fucking waste. I know 99% of the shit already and its just reviewing this stuff. My only decent class in my Psychology class that I get to have an open debate in and that basically everyone will listen and value what everyone else has to say.
I go home and have lunch and then either head back to school or to the gym.
Bust my ass in the gym for an hour and a half two hours.
Come home, eat whatever healthy stuff I can for dinner quickly and rush off to work. I haven't had dinner with my family in forever.
Go to work for a few hours, half the time I'm working and have school work to work on at work as well.
Go home at 10:30, fall asleep and start the whole shitty cycle over again.
Tonight I have to give a fucking 20 minute presentation for a Honors History seminar to some son of a bitch teacher that I used to value his opinion, now I think he's a complete fucking asshole who only wishes to make himself look great. I've been working on this fucking thing for I dont know how long now. And was to the library 4 times in the past 3 days, thats more than like my entire fucking lifetime.
If i'm not stressed out enough my fucking girlfriend just has to keep pushing and poking and prodding and fucking handing me out some shit. I dont need it right now but god damnit can she sure give it if she isnt getting what she wants or I said the wrong thing...and we've been together like 2 years now.
When I'm done with this speach tonight, I have to start everything fucking over and prepare for another 20min speach, write a 7 page paper, write a 11 page paper, and study for an accounting test.
I'm only 20 and already can't stand the 'adult' world and all the bullshit that comes with it. I just want a fucking job that I like and to get the hell out of school and the whole homework thing. I love learning but I hate the bullshit some classes put you through.
fuck this right now. :fuckyou2: :violin: :violin: :violin: :violin: :violin: :violin: :violin: :violin:
Life fucking sucks.
I get up,shower, and make a healthy breakfast that I try to jam down my throat as fast as I can so I'm not late to school. I get to class and its just a fucking waste. I know 99% of the shit already and its just reviewing this stuff. My only decent class in my Psychology class that I get to have an open debate in and that basically everyone will listen and value what everyone else has to say.
I go home and have lunch and then either head back to school or to the gym.
Bust my ass in the gym for an hour and a half two hours.
Come home, eat whatever healthy stuff I can for dinner quickly and rush off to work. I haven't had dinner with my family in forever.
Go to work for a few hours, half the time I'm working and have school work to work on at work as well.
Go home at 10:30, fall asleep and start the whole shitty cycle over again.
Tonight I have to give a fucking 20 minute presentation for a Honors History seminar to some son of a bitch teacher that I used to value his opinion, now I think he's a complete fucking asshole who only wishes to make himself look great. I've been working on this fucking thing for I dont know how long now. And was to the library 4 times in the past 3 days, thats more than like my entire fucking lifetime.
If i'm not stressed out enough my fucking girlfriend just has to keep pushing and poking and prodding and fucking handing me out some shit. I dont need it right now but god damnit can she sure give it if she isnt getting what she wants or I said the wrong thing...and we've been together like 2 years now.
When I'm done with this speach tonight, I have to start everything fucking over and prepare for another 20min speach, write a 7 page paper, write a 11 page paper, and study for an accounting test.
I'm only 20 and already can't stand the 'adult' world and all the bullshit that comes with it. I just want a fucking job that I like and to get the hell out of school and the whole homework thing. I love learning but I hate the bullshit some classes put you through.
fuck this right now. :fuckyou2: :violin: :violin: :violin: :violin: :violin: :violin: :violin: :violin: