...has a job!
i dont need a way out of the life im living.. i need to continue the life im living.
I wasn't necessarily referring to you. The best thing to do is to find a job and make it on as little as possible. Don't eat out, don't drink, don't smoke, drive a 4 cylinder, etc. Not that you don't already do some of these things. I'm just saying, adjust your habits to fit your income for now and save as much as possible. Think expensive but live cheaply.