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Oh, the coke thing was enough. I'm done, I barely ever think of it. My mind is overactive, and I tend to dwell on lots of shit (Read my posts in the past 2 years?)
I'm a bitter, small man. But when I see this person everything comes back up again, like it just happened. I grow into a rage that can't be satiated.
My gf has requested I not talk about it, but He fooled her into getting away from me (You might remember this: Good guys always lose post). He convinced her of all sorts of shit. People can do that, and even when someone has been with someone for decades - It's still possible for someone to come along and sell them an idea.
When she left me, I let her go - Saying all sorts of nasty shit. It was only a year later (To the day) that we got together to discuss the issue. We're back together and doing really well.
So the whole idea of "If she left you she doesn't love you (
www.relationshit.com)" and "She obviously lied" isn't necessarily true. When I read that and thought about it, my whole life was literally turned upside down. It made all of my good memories betray me (It was all a lie! I used to say).
If someone doesn't like you, they won't even take the time to meet you. If you've got something good going for 3 weeks, then it can turn to a lifetime (Unless one of you screws up)
Going through my particular event is something that I wish a lot more people could do. It really pushes the limits of reasoning, philosophy, and tests your mettle in the forgiveness and trust departments. But after you do it, your mind will not only be complete oatmeal, but will heal and you'll become a fire-breathing cynic - seeing everything in the world in a different light than anyone else.
And I'll have a seat waiting for you on the Council of Doom.
You really put that into good words, that people can understand
It's exactly what happened to me.
I was with her for 4 years, we just went to her prom, and i took her to disneyland, all was dandy.
2 weeks after we get back her [whorebag] cousin introduces her to some 24 year old guy. (She was 17)
She failed to see anything wrong with a 24 year old guy who lives at home with his mom because he
has no job or car.
He convinced her that the grass is greener on his side of the fence.
Basically it came down to "He tells me i'm beautiful and you don't anymore"
well fuck no bitch you look like shit, treat me like shit and act like a bitch.
When it all came down, i just told her to go and be happy, but as for turning my world upside down, yea.
I spent several hours wandering through my oh so fantastic neighborhood at night time, questioning everything i have ever done.
I tried talking to her 'as a friend' and telling her she would regret it, but no-go.
2 weeks later she came to get the rest of her shit, and everything in my room was gone,
all her pictures, all her clothes, everything was packed up and ready to go for her.
I haven't seen her since, other than seeing them in her car driving around.
She hates me now because I'm dating one of her friends.
I hadn't intentionally done that, but i use that as an excuse to feel like i won.
All in all, it's the best thing to ever happen to me,even though i couldn't eat for 8days.
But after you do it, your mind will not only be complete oatmeal, but will heal and you'll become a fire-breathing cynic - seeing everything in the world in a different light than anyone else.
Yea i agree alot with that, no one or any event could ever break me down again.
My GF now is probly the closest thing to a perfect GF in the world, truly.
But i told her she has to wait at least 10 years before i even consider asking her to be anything more.
You're probably thinking "Dude, that's stupid if she's so perfect WTF 10 years?!?!"
Well yea, i don't trust anyone now, 10 years is a good amount of time, if she wants to leave before that, oh well